What's your thing?

I'm feeling kind of sexy after this weekend. All it takes is two boys telling me I'm hot and I'm convinced. This feeling won't last long, so I'm taking it all in while I can. I feel myself strutting down the hallway at work, like a shorter/squattier version of a supermodel. I'm not squatty, I don't want to put that out there in the universe. This is my high right now, and I'm going to indulge in it. So now I just want to go out and meet more people who will fall in love with me. Or not..I'm getting ahead of myself. So I've realized I always have to have a "thing". Last week my thing was dieting (which I'm still doing...5 lbs gone- and I realized the sad fact that eventually I need to start working out but am not sure that will ever happen). This week my "thing" is not thinking so much. Meaning not overanalyzing everything and planning ahead and worrying myself into a state of panic. I can still be a pseudo-intellectual, that type of thinking is okay. "Things" I've done in the past were, for example, the "furthering my career" thing. That didn't last long, I soon was back to being an oblivious assistant. There was the "watch less TV" thing. That lasted about 2 weeks. You get what I'm saying. I'm a quitter. And soon I'll probably give up on this good self-esteem thing. But for now, I will continue to strut down the hallway.
Reagan